They say there is beauty in the unknown,
but we just don’t realize it in the moment.
Sometimes I wish I had crystal ball,
to take a peak into the future I desperately want to see.
Is it everything I hoped it would be?
Are my efforts being made in vain,
or is it all working toward the bigger picture?
I don’t know.
I wish I knew.
I know there is beauty in the journey,
but I hate the unknown.
I hate not being in control,
But ironically, I am.
I want to be in complete control,
that is, until I hit a fork in the road.
Then I don’t know what to do.
Because I hate being wrong.
Instead, I choose to detach,
that’s one thing I always end up doing regardless.
There’s beauty in this, in the now.
I just need help to see it.
See the bigger picture, think ahead.
I need a sign to let me know
which direction to fucking go…
Until then, I just don’t fucking know….